Proving my point..

So today a friend of a friend of mine told me they thought I was girly girl. I found this amusing because it really isn't true. My appearance may look girly but I really do not act girly so for proof I asked some of my other guy friends. This was their response: 

1)

nessanessmonster: (11:25:21 PM) do you believe I'm a girly girl?

theshant123: (11:29:33 PM) No.

theshant123: (11:29:36 PM) Hahahahaha

theshant123: (11:29:42 PM) The thought is hilarious

theshant123: (11:29:48 PM) Let me put it to you this way}

theshant123: (11:30:10 PM) Would I talk with you at all if I did?

theshant123: (11:30:12 PM) :p

2)

nessanessmonster: (11:24:28 PM) ok 

nessanessmonster: (11:24:32 PM) how about girly girl?

shut up chago: (11:24:57 PM) no.

shut up chago: (11:24:59 PM) not at all.

3)

nessanessmonster: (11:18:56 PM) Am I a girly girl?.

MarVillato3: (11:30:20 PM) And no.

4)

nessanessmonster: (11:26:04 PM) lol Am I a girly girl?

sorcre: (11:26:10 PM) Hmmm

sorcre: (11:26:17 PM) Sometimes

nessanessmonster: (11:26:25 PM) Really?

sorcre: (11:27:01 PM) When you're complaining

sorcre: (11:27:15 PM) And wearing gothy clothes that is a little suggestive

nessanessmonster: (11:27:39 PM) lol suggestive? 

sorcre: (11:28:33 PM) Yes

sorcre: (11:28:53 PM) Not going to say slutty because you never dress slutty, but you've had some hot outfits that were close lol

HI!

Yeahh sooo... umm yeahh... Prince Eric (yeahh that guy from The Little Mermaid) yeah him... well apparently, he likes me. 

:D

P.S.- I have my SAT this saturday D:

Yes... Time to freak out...

JOIN (DFTBA!!)

What Is Love?

Some people say its the closes thing to magic others are just curious to find out if its real.

There is love for your parents, for your children, for your siblings, for youe friends, then there is love...

A love that is suppose to give you butterflies, a love that's suppose to mean the world to you.

What is love?

Is it only an emotion, a way of life, or is it just a tale to tell to motivate others?

Can everyone love?

Does everyone have someone to love?

Does everyone have love to give to that same person that loves them?

What is love?

It's what people sing about, read about, write about, learn about...

It's what people search their whole lives for.

It's what people depend on.

What is love?

It's been a while..

Hmm.. what's new with me? Well there's a few new things since my last blog:

• I'm leaving TRV
• FINALLY have a learners permit and taking driving school
• Finished doing the musical
• My 17th birthday is a week away!!!
• SPRING BREAKKKK (almost over though)
  

My Best Bud SInce 1st grade!

We added the one to the right for the year book because our teacher asked for a photo to put in the friends section. Kinda Cheesy but we love that teacher so we decided to do it for her. Yep Lorenza is pretty much my siamese twin and knows me better than anyone else in this world. Yay Renza!

Blah

Roar!? Attacking Pikachu!

Today was fun, I've been hanging out with some pretty cool people lately from my school. Sorry I haven't been updating a lot lately, especially on Youtube. Yeah I don't know what's up with that. Oh and I just recently remembered that I'm graduating next year =/ I'm not ready for this. I'm also turning 17 next month. *sigh* I growing up so fast and yet I still have a mind of a 6 year old. I don't know If I'm ready to become an adult soon... I don't wanna turn 17 cause then that means I am one year away from 18 (an legal adult!)

MY PRECIOUS FOOD! It was Mozzarella sticks btw.

                                                    Kitchen disaster =[

                                                      My poor food 

                                  Photos taken by Chago.... that ass hole!

I'M A FREAKIN' KITTY!

Instead of doing AP HW and studying for other classes I randomly turn myself into a KITTY! 

I need a life!

XD

I'm a dork!

Hows this for letting your crush know you like them:

 

"You look nice today..............

                                         I LIKE YOU!"

O.O

Creepy? Gahh I'm a dork >.> I can't think of anything better. =[

I hate crushes! This is very unike me to have such a strong urge to be with someone and to know If they like me back.... I don't like it!

Whattt!?

Since when was The Underworld movies rated R!? If i knew then i wouldn't have bothered going to the movie theater =[ Oh wells.... 2 more months till im 17 then i can get into those moviess! Muhahahahahaa! At least I saw Step Brothers at Aiden's house instead.

He makes my day

Me: isnt it mandatory?

Aiden: your moms mandatory!

Me: >.>

Me: i dont have one

Aiden: oh

Aiden: well jeeze

Me: she died

Me:while giving brith to me

Me: Youre an ass hole!

Aiden: why does she drive you places!

Aiden: HUH

Aiden: HUH!!!

Me: >.>

Me: my dad turned gay

Me: and married a tranny!

Aiden: that reminds me of this kid at my school who has three moms

Aiden: maybe you can buy one of his

♥

My dreams!

Lately I've been having the weirdest dreams this year... Mostly about me becoming a mother but still being a virgin? I am a virgin btw just putting that out there but iono it's weird. My 1st dream was of me talking to my friend about how i knew i was pregnant but never "did it" before but i went to her to talk about it because she already has a kid. Then BOOM fast foreword, I'm standing in the same spot but this time there's a small little boy, same skin tone except a little lighter and has beautiful curly hair (and he was like iono 2 yrs old already). 2nd Dream was me getting an ultrasound for no apparent reason and then a baby shows up on the screen. Then my reaction was just like O_O "how did this happen, How is this possible!? I'm a virgin!"

Last night my dream was along the lines about motherhood but was also about me getting married. It's too weird, my dreams tend to be like movies too! Ok im just gonna describe my dream from last night and please tell me why you think i've been having dreams like these lately!?

DREAM HERE:

I apparently met this guy and over time fell madly "in love" with him (which is really weird for me because i've never been in love before nor have i really seen "real love" i guess. I'm not much of a relationship kind of person too!). We then planned that we were going to get married. My mother did not approve because she thought i was too young but I was sooo sure that this was "the guy" and so i didnt listen. Then one day he actually i guess proposed to me in front of my family and friends or i guess settled a date or something iono and i was ecstatic! Then the day finally came where i was to get married but my mother tried to prevent me from going. My friends (for some reason it was only some of my guy friends) helped me get to the place where i was to get married. Then i hugged them goodbye and thanked them all. I got married then my dream fast forewords as if was a flashback!? Then it's in my "present" day and wake up in my house. I had 6 kids (EKKK! in reality i only want one and i was planning to adopt) 3 boys and 3 girls. I walk to the dinning room and see my family talking to my husband. I then walk around the house just checking everything out. I went into the girls room and picked up my youngest daughter and she started crying which really hurt because i thought that meant she didnt like me. Then i started to walk down the hall i started thinking to myself so i have alzheimers?( i know it was a random though iono why though?) Then when i walked downstairs i saw my uncle leaving and he said to me "I'm so glad you found someone" and i told him "and he's a great guy too". Then my uncle says " I know, it makes me want to get married again..." Then he leaves. 

Thats all i remember, but seriously please tell me what you think. It's freakin me out.... these dreams are so weird especially because I'm not a type of person whos all lovey dovey i guess? Or plans out her love life iono? EHh im not making sense. 

Comment yo!

FInally Reading...

HARRY POTTER!

Well, i always wanted to get into reading it but never actually bought it till now! However, this mean i'm cheating on my other book =/ Youth in Revolt by C.D Payne. I'm almost done with that one but i just haven't gotten around to finish it. I usually get into that habit. Where i'm reading a book and im just a few chapters away from being done and so I stupid reading for a period of time, but i eventually do finish the book. I know i've read around 30 books within last year and a few before then which to me does not sound like alot. I love to read and having a collection of book so i'm making a goal this year to read hopefully around 50 book, i guess? This month i've already read 2 books, yay! I'm gonna try to finish Youth in Revolt by the end of then month so I can get started on Harry Potter. Yes I know i'm kinda late on that bandwagon but whatever. Oh and one book i seem to never finish is Interview with a Vampire by Anne Rice, i have no clue why!? It's a really good book though but i always read a few chapters then take a long break from it to read other books *sigh* I have to finish it soon so i can actually go watch the movie. 

I ♥ to read!

So I have to tell him he's evil everyday,

Me: 

  Oh and have I mentioned recently that you're evil? I think I haven't said that in a while. Well here's the reminder.

Him:

   Ur comment has been filed thank you and have a nice day Jerk

Me:

    So you called me a Jerk! You are evil! =[

Lol I ♥ evil people.

Hmm...

1)Sorry bout other post, I was really upset and had to take it out someway. I promise you I really do not cuss that much unless something has really upset me. 

2)Other news, I went to the inauguration =]

It was cool and I got an awesome shirt that I'm pretty sure people at school will not own (Photo later). It was a really nice experience and even funny at some moments. 

3)I just realized that I am actually crushing on someone in real life, wow. That doesn't happen very often. Maybe its like a short tummy ache, I'll just wait for it to pass. If it doesn't... -.-'

4)Wish me good luck on my Thursday and Friday exam!

Interviewing Mitchell Davis

Honestly this guy is even more awesome then I thought he was. At first I was reluctant to actually agree with having a phone interview but that is only because that I'm such a shy person at times. The questions I actually ask him were:

1) What got you started into doing photography? Any specific event or person that influenced you or was it simply out of interest?

2)How would you like to be known as an artist? What do you wish for you're viewers who see your photography to get out of it, any specific messages?

3) What is your inspiration? What makes you want to continue in photography?

4) Do you ever feel like a certain photo is not going the way you want it to and become frustrated? If so how do you handle this?

I may blog about it more laters but right now i need my sleep and write the essay!

Today seems very off, especially at school...

Long story short: 

I got into a big argument with a friend today during Gym class.

The story with details:

Ok first you have to know that me and friends (kyllie and kevin) love to play volleyball in our gym class and sometimes get really competitive. Especially cause there are volleyball players in our class, along with my friend Kyllie. These volleyball players and kinda get stuck up about volleyball because they see everyone as an easy win game except if they go again another time if a lot of actual volleyball players. Well even though Kyllie is on the volleyball team, the other players think she is a easy win because they see her as the weakest link (i think they don't give her enough credit, shes great).

At the beginning of school I hung out with my friend Kevin (drama queen btw) for a bit. I remember him telling me "I'm not going to change today for P.E. and I'm not gonna do volleyball either." I told him, "Aw that really sucks! you know our team is really good with all of us together." But that didn't seem to convince him. -Fast Foreword-  It's 3rd period and we are in Gym class. During our warm up Kevin didn't participate because he was on the side read for NSL class so i went up to him and asked, "are you sure you're not gonna play because our whole team works better with you." He tells me "no" and that "we'll do better without him". Then once warm ups are done our P.E. teacher calls him over and makes him play. I was thinking in my head "yay." So we start playing the game against this group with some good volleyball players. I noticed that the one guy in the opponents team was rolling his eyes at us and making expressions that to me seemed like he was thinking this team sucks, i want to just get this over with so i can verse the better team. ONce i saw that i kinda mumbled, "gosh IDK whats with me today but im getting easily irritated. Kevin just looked at me and nodded. We kept playing them and i was next to Kevin and in front of him is this girl name Liz who is getting better over time. A lot of the times where Liz did not get the ball i assumed Kevin was going to because that is how he usually is but no, today he seemed to not move very much. After a few points i decided to just give kevin a break so i said, "Kevin if you don't to put any effort in today then you can stand kinda to the side." Right then he turned around and started to you yell at me, the only sentence I remember is "YOU THINK PEOPLE ARE IRRITATING YOU TODAY!? WELL PEOPLE ARE IRRITATING ME TOO!!!" Well when people yell me my immediate reaction to let them say what they wanna say until their done which usually take like a minute or so. Kevin however continued yelling at me for what felt like a long time for me, (btw keep in mind that since before winter break i've been holding some anger in due to multiple events that have been pissing me off) so yelled back..."KEVIN STOP BITCHING AT ME!" Which made him continue yelling which i can't remember due to the fact i had so much anger that i felt like i need to focus on not doing or saying something i'll regret. I remember yelling "IT'S JUST A GAME DON'T TAKE THIS SO SERIOUSLY!"  I don't remember why i said that which now seems to me pointless to say that in this situation but i think i just said whatever popped in my head that seemed appropriate and not regretful. I also remember that the volleyball game abruptly stopped and both our team and our opponents were starting with a do you think we should try to clam them down face or continue the game!? Then i remember hearing our gym teacher start to yell out from across the room (he was on the other volleyball court) "hey hey heyyy" Then that is when kevin finally stopped yelling at me. we continued our game and the whole time i was off staring into space because i didnt want to think at all because if i did it would be thoughts of punching Kevin, i've never felt to anger before. I honestly don't get like that but i guess that was the straw that broke the camels back, and i just fought back! To make matters worst when we play a new game against a new team Kevin decides to start whispering from behind me to on of our team members about me which just pissed me off even more because i hate when people continue with things once its over and i've attempt to move on. GAHHH! I'm too blah to go on, now time for homework now that i've finally blogged that out of my system. Oh and Johnny durham's comment helped a lot too! 

Sorry for the long blog, I had a lot to get out.

School Tomorrow..

It's already an hour and a half into Sunday! I've miserably failed  at finishing my homework. I just wonder if i actually learned from this or not. I must stop procrastinating so frequently and start actually doing my work. GAH! Now I have to spend this whole day reading for my classes. In total that is around 200 pages to read. It's not that bad since i do find one of my assignment I'm reading interesting. It's the readers journal I am not too fond of.

Winter break was pretty awesome. I think that I ended 2008 very well:

• Lunch parties
• Youtube
• Good friendships
• Etc.. 

This year I can't guess how It's going to turn out:

• 2009=My favorite seniors graduating 
• Continue on Youtube
• New friendships
• Meeting Whitney =]
• Becoming a senior in August 

Blah... Well enough with this procrastination i must go pull and all nighter doing HW!

But first admire these babies, OH YEAH!